Insomnia: Chronic inability to fall asleep or
remain asleep for an adequate length of time
I’ve
heard folks speak of how annoying insomnia is. As for me, I’ve never experienced that very often. I’m the one who can go to sleep and
sleep very well, even sitting straight up in a loud room. That is, if I’m tired enough. And, most days, I’m tired enough. Especially as I age.
Today
it’s 4:30 a.m. and I’ve been awake for over an hour and a half. It could be because my stomach is
off. That could be because I drank
a Diet Coke an hour before I went to bed.
I know better than that.
It’s just that I have a limit of three Diet Cokes a week and have only
had one so far this week and just felt like I wanted my second last night. An hour before bedtime. Not so smart. Plus, I have a sniffly nose. Not the full blown cold that The Husband has had ALL week and
still has but just enough sniffly nose to keep me awake. And did I say that The Husband has gone
fishing? Already. Before 4:30 a.m. Uh, huh, The Husband LOVES to fish.
I
lay in bed wide awake and got to thinking. I guess that’s what one does when they have
insomnia. I have a wood cutout of
a sheep I’ve had for many years that says “Don’t count sheep, talk to the
shepherd.” Well, having little
insomnia, I haven’t done that often but got to doing that this morning and
finally decided to just get up and write about the conversation. So
here’s my thoughts in my insomnia state.
The
list for things I am thankful for is too long to write each thing. So here’s a few:
I’m
thankful most of all for my salvation and relationship with the Lord. Without that, nothing else would make
sense.
I’m
thankful for The Husband and all he brings to my life and our home and the love
he has for the Lord, our family, and me.
He is a good man even with the snuff dipping and early rising.
I’m
thankful for The Girl. What a joy
she has brought to my life and our home! We all know I could write so much here but I’ll just
say The Husband and I have been blessed beyond measure to have her call us
Daddy and Mama.
I’m
thankful for The Son-In-Law. Boy,
doesn’t that sound odd? It’s my first Thanksgiving as a Mother-In-Law and I
have The Son-In-Law to thank for that.
We are blessed as he is a fine young man who made the choice to love The
Girl and join our family. I
couldn’t have picked a better one if I had hand picked him myself.
I
am thankful for parents who love me and I am thankful that I never doubted that
love. My parents are those two
that everyone loves and so do I.
I
am thankful for a sister who allowed me to be a good big sister. She is very dear to me as is her
husband and kids.
I
am thankful for an extended family of in-laws that I love. Many good memories have been made with
them.
I
am thankful for a place to worship and the freedom I have to worship.
I am thankful for a church family who supports and loves freely.
I
am thankful for friends, both old and new. Isn’t there a saying that says “one is silver, the other
gold”? Life has a path
that brings folks into it that become very precious to me.
I
am thankful for laughter and for tears.
I need them both to keep things in perspective.
I
am thankful for my shoes that I can wear all day long without having my feet
and legs hurt. I am
especially glad of this as they cost more than any shoes I have ever worn and I
could not take them back after I had worn them. Whew! Luckily,
I am not vain about having to wear good looking shoes. My Catholic friend calls them “nun”
shoes. I call them
“comfortable”. I wear them
every day. Did I say I can wear
them all day long without having painful feet and legs? Yes!
I
am thankful for that pink medicine I took for my stomach earlier and for the
wonderful doctor who prescribed it.
She has been my wonderful doctor for about 25 years now and I’m thankful
I found her that day long ago after I had fallen through the attic....a great story to tell for her and for me! It’s the little things…..
I
am thankful for music, children, mercy, corn flakes, afternoon naps, an easy to fix hair do, a
beautiful day, grace, a love of photography, grits, sweet memories, and so much more. The list is endless. Endless.
One
of my favorite songs is one that has been sang by the Children’s Choir at
church and says much to me. It goes like this:
“Dear
Lord, we vow to thank you for all the good you give
For
birds and trees for skies and seas, the world in which we live.
Dear
Lord, we vow to thank you for family and friends
For
food and for your faithfulness, your love which never ends.”
The "love which never ends" is one of our biggest blessings. God
is so good and thankfully, He and only He holds our future in His hands.
“In
every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning
you.” 1 Thessalonians 5:18